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Deforme

by Heavensake

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Cumulonimbus 04:04
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FIRST OFF REAL TALK I THINK WERE GETTING OFF TRACK SHAKE OFF THE REGRETS AND WHATEVER MAKES YOU FEEL INADEQUATE IF I GAVE YOU ALL OF MY LOVE IT STILL WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH IT STILL WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH IT'S USELESS I'M CONFUSED AND RECKLESS I'M ONLY HUMAN AND I'M TAKING MY CHANCES IN YOUR BEST INTEREST I'M COVERED IN STITCHES BITING MY TONGUE THROUGH OUR CONTENTIOUS ROMANCES STOP LETS TAKE A MINUTE YOU TAKE FOR GRANTED THE THINGS YOU’VE BEEN GIVEN LORD KNOWS I CANT BE FORGIVEN IVE BEEN KNOWN TO BURN A COUPLE BRIDGES IVE BEEN CONFLICTED TO THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE BEEN GETTING OFF TRACK IVE BEEN TRYING TO PICK UP THE SLACK IVE BEEN HOLDING ON FOR SO LONG THE FEELING IS GONE LIKE MY WILL TO GO ON IF I GAVE YOU ALL OF MY LOVE IT STILL WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH IT STILL WOULDN’T BE ENOUGH MY DEAR FRIEND I REGRET TO INFORM YOU BUT YOU’VE CHANGED FOR THE WORSE YOU’RE LOSING ALL YOUR VALUES IVE LOST MY BEST FRIEND THAT'S WHAT MAKES THIS HURT IN YOUR BEST INTEREST IM COVERED IN STITCHES BITING MY TONGUE THROUGH OUR CONTENTIOUS ROMANCES
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Bet it on Black 04:32
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GOD DAMMIT AGAIN I'M STUCK IN FUCKING CEMENT BY NOW ITS SWALLOWED ME PAST MY KNEECAPS I'M GIVING UP SO AS TIME PASSES I'M BECOMING ONE WITH THE SIDEWALK ITS REALLY NOT THAT BAD AM I LOUSY SON FOR DOING THINGS I'M ASHAMED OF THE SILENT THINGS THAT ONLY THE DEVIL WOULD BE PROUD OF I THINK I JUST SAW EVERY STAR FALL OUT OF THE SKY LOOKS LIKE ITS JUST YOU AND ME TONIGHT TOE TO TOE EYE TO EYE ONLY ONE OF US CAN MAKE IT OUT ALIVE EXPECT A MESS SO LETS TAKE THIS OUTSIDE RELOAD RELAPSE I THINK I LIKE THAT I KNOW I KNOW ITS BAD IVE ALREADY GIVEN IN CIGARETTES AND WHITE PILLS NOTHING GETS ME OFF OR SO THRILLED SHAKY LIPS AND BLOODSHOT EYES IM GONNA DIE LIKE THIS TONIGHT LOOKS LIKE YOU’RE HOPING THESE COVERS WILL SMOTHER ME TAKE A BREATH DARLING, TAKE YOUR LAST BREATH YOU RIGGED THESE CURTAINS TO KEEP SUNLIGHT FROM COMING IN WHAT A GREAT WAY TO RIG UP THE CUTAINS SUCH A GREAT WAY TO COAX OUT THE DEVIL LIVING UNDERNEATH OF MY SKIN YOU COAX OUT THE DEVIL WHY CRY LIKE AN ANGEL WHEN YOU COULD SIN LIKE A KING I THINK ITS TIME THAT WE SAID OUR GOODBYES LOOKS LIKE ITS JUST ME GETTING DRUNK ON MY ROOF ALONE SO I WOULD BE SURPRISED IF I MADE IT OUT OF THIS ALIVE ALONE IS ALL I KNOW SO ILL JUST SIT HERE AND DIE ME VS I WHAT A GOOD TIME TO BE ALIVE I CANT FIND ANOTHER REASON WHY
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Vice Versa 03:06
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How does it feel to point out all my shortcomings And how I could be a better man to your step-daughter I’ve been paying close attention to my footwork The way you feel about me is coming out the woodwork Like you got it all figured out To be honest I’ve never had the intention of growing up Some people want to talk about All things they know nothing about Try your best to keep my name out of your mouth You must got nothing better to talk about Why do I feel like I have something to prove I used to have thick skin but you managed to stab all the way through Your words are more demeaning than useful You contradict the reality of how you really are You say that I’m just trying to skate through life But I couldn’t disagree more All the late nights I’ve endured will all be worth the payoff in the end You can’t accept me in your eyes My monuments say otherwise
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Confidentiality 04:02
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I’ll be the best secret that you’ll ever keep I’ll be the one who’s there when the city sleeps We used to be so close but now we don’t speak It’s hard for me to believe it The look in your eyes tell me you want to leave I'm left to draw the venom out of my bloodstream Just give me that short term fix that I need She said that she had too much to drink And cant remember anything There’s nothing wrong with me I tend to tell myself late at night when I have nobody around me We had this chemistry but it seemed like fate to me That made the moon and stars align just for you and I to meet (Extended) What’s he got that I don’t have What do you see that I don’t see If you can’t admit how you did me wrong I’ll never get the closure I need I don’t think we’ll have this talk It’s confidentiality I’ll be the best secret that you will ever keep It’s hard to believe that my presence can make you feel so alone I broke down like a car on the side of the road There's no empathy in your soul I don't want your sympathy when I'm spiraling out of control You walked away like we were nothing You felt nothing at all
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The Heart, The Carrot, The Three 03:34
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I hope this time I overdose in the back of the line so no one notices Once again I’ll be talking to myself in an empty room with no one else If this is what it feels like, I don’t want your attention You built these walls so I’d fall off, suspense builds anticipation Thanks then I guess I’ll rot in pieces Food for the worms and creatures Making homes in our bones Call a preacher if the exorcism won’t reach her I guess prayers never worked for the non-believers The wound is the hole where the light enters The darkness welcomes me like an old friend If I could only fill this void in my life You’d be the missing piece to my empty space I know that I shouldn't care at all. It breaks me down not knowing.

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released October 31, 2017

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Heavensake Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Mikey Lince
Pat Wood
Anthony Massimini
Sean Bourke
Skeeter Seifert

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