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House Arrest

by Heavensake

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1.
Sever 00:50
It's crazy how someone can turn into a stranger, In the blink of an eye. It's hard to address but in your best interest, The sooner the better it is to sever ties. (Sharpen the knife) We'll have no new memories, When push came to shove you left. You came into my life when I was incomplete and willing to settle for less.
2.
Unrequited 03:17
So this is it? You'll be okay without ever seeing me again? I didn't know I could push someone this far away from me. I can't believe you're moving on without me. I thought what we had was special. Have you ever been hurt so bad by love, Where you exerted your all while receiving none? But you stayed around knowing that it was done, Hoping things change back to how they first begun. I don't know what it is to live. Can someone please remind me how to function? I have forgotten until this moment, How it feels to be so alone. Something in your eyes deceives me. It makes me want to believe, That you're coming homing home to see me.
3.
We don't believe in tragedy no more Love is a game that always ends in war That stupid look on your face when I left you at the back door It always takes me to places I've never been to before I broke your heart and it's all my fault Put on your dress because tonight we're having a party Look your best because tonight we're going to get this shit started We'll write a story where we both die in the end We'll hold a funeral that no one will attend They'll leave us unmarked graves I always knew that you would graduate It gets harder with each passing day I always knew that I would gravitate By packing up and leaving this state I knew this would blow up in my face But you'll never put me into my place I was your anchor but now I'm just your dead weight I would have told you but you were a bit too young All this talk about weddings got me way too much Honest, I'm sweating and my palms are heavy From getting sick to my stomach and losing my lunch I swear to god if I catch you in bed with another man I swear I'll go ballistic I got scared so I ran like a dipshit Abusing my heart now it's bruised and it's blistered
4.
I can't believe that you took your last breath. These memories are all we got left. I'm without words, All of this has become too unexpected. Life without you is just a reality disconnected. I can't wait forever for you to start breathing, You know that you need it. Should I give up now? I feel like this is your way of saying goodbye. Since the day that you left, I've been patiently waiting for you to come back around. You're the only thing left in this town that kept me from running out. I can't live this life without you. I can't make this dead body move. Despair has stricken the service, And everyone in attendance. The mortuary embalmed your body, But failed to capture your true essence. If you were here in front of me, I would have to tell you this, You will never be forgotten, I'll make sure to reminisce. I'm no longer afraid of ghosts. I'll lead your way back home. I'd give anything just to see your warming disposition. Waiting on an apparition.
5.
House Arrest 04:26
It's crazy how time flies but your in the same spot As you were when you were sixteen. It's not a surprise that I became a nobody Who never left New Jersey. I should be in my prime. I should be living in my glory days. If I had a spine then I would make the change. Lately I've been stressed. Tomorrow makes me feel anxious. Being myself makes me feel depressed. I feel like I'm on house arrest. I think that its crazy that one day I could end up a lost soul. I'm a ghost incarcerated, Waiting for parole. Conjure my soul. I am just a castaway, Deserted on an island. Staring out of my window, In the cell of my asylum. I see nothing over the east coast horizon. There's no more hiding behind silence. I wanted to go undetected, Living in my comfort zone. But now I'm trapped behind these walls that I built out of stone. Is there something more to this life? Did I miss anything or was it all just hype? This seems to be my cancer. I wish I had all the answers. Is there something out there just for me? Do you believe in a thing called destiny? This seems to be my cancer. I wish I had all the answers. I used to think I was profound. My passion is buried in the ground.

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released February 21, 2016

Recorded at Rolling House Studios.
Album Artwork by Glamour Kills.

Special thanks to John Pi for his work on bass.

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Heavensake Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

Mikey Lince
Pat Wood
Anthony Massimini
Sean Bourke
Skeeter Seifert

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